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I'm bitter today...

Have you ever tried forgiving someone who wasn't sorry? Someone who showed NO remorse? This has been my struggle for years, and still is. I attempted confrontation in the past and got NOTHING. How can I claim to be a christian woman and not show forgiveness? BIGGEST. STRUGGLE. EVER!  In Matthew 6:15 it says, "But if you do not forgive others their sins, neither will your Father forgive your sins ." I don't consider myself an unforgiving person but I do know that I just can't forgive my offenders yet. I know that showing forgiveness doesn't excuse their behavior, it prevents their behavior from destroying my heart. Forgiveness is for me! I know this, I know this, I know this! I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying. Today I'm angry. I could punch through a wall, break glass, and scream because I woke up today with Shame and Anger controlling my day. I'm sick of it. My sons don't deserve this, my husband doesn't deserve t...